It's a different year and different status!!

Wow.. The last time I wrote in my blog was in 2009 and I was in "Indonesia bagian galau" Hahahhaha..

Okay, the man I talked about in my previous blog ended up being my super duper lovely husband. Yupp.. I am a lucky girl! I am married to my best friend.. Ronald Pardamean Simorangkir ;) and we got married on 09th July 2010.

Surely you'll never know what life has to offer. God's plan will never fail you. I've been waiting for my other half for almost 30 years and the fact that it's my best friend was very surprising.

God gave us free will in life and I chose to follow Him and put my faith and trust in His hand. That way, everything in my life turns out GREAT!

I am thankful and truly grateful to You my dear Lord Jesus.. :)

This is us on our wedding day before the holy matrimony.. ;))




























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Strange place.. Strange feeling..

I am in a very strange place right now..
Something is bothering me.. The feeling I have inside me for the past two weeks.
I don't think it's appropriate. I think it's not in the right place and time and absolutely not the right person.
Kalo mau dipikir lebih jauh siy kok rasa²nya kaya hampir ga mungkin buat terjadi..
How can one fall in love with her bestfriend?
Is it a temporary feeling or that this is my fate, he is my soulmate and I have to learn how to deal with it?
I can't get him out of my mind. Even in my sleep I'm dreaming about him.
About the dates we never have.
About the kiss we never share.
About the love we never admit.
About the only feeling that we share.

Hhhuuuuffff.. Need help please.. :(


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SEMUA PASTI BERLALU - kata Ibu ku.. :)

Pernah di satu waktu, gw jatuh dan ngerasa kesakitan yang luar biasa. Naluri seorang anak yang batin nya sangat dekat dengan ibunya, gw pun lari ke pangkuan mommy dengan menangis dan curhat.. "mommy.. sakit banget.. hikss.. hiks.." (kira" gitu deh..) dan ibuku pun mulai menghibur sambil mengelus" kepala gw dan bilang "ga papa sayang.. nanti juga sakitnya akan hilang.. semuanya pasti berlalu"



Pernah pula di satu waktu, gw patah hati dan merasa kesakitan yang luar biasa. Lagi-lagi naluri seorang anak yang batinnya sangat dekat dengan ibunya membuat gw lari ke mommy and pour my heart out.. Sekali lagi pula ibuku menghibur sambil mengelus" kepala gw dan bilang "sabar yah sayang.. nanti kamu akan lupa sakitnya dan bangun untuk yang baru.. semuanya pasti berlalu.."

So, lately I've been in my blue mood. Small little thing can even make me cry (like when I want to have chocolate but I don't know where to buy it..). Such a small silly thing but I cried like a child. After getting sick of crying, I try to evaluate and then I realize that I'm in a blue mood because I am going to have to say goodbye to one of my friend. It's killing me.. but then I remember what my mom used to say.. "Sabar yah sayang.. Semua pasti berlalu.." and so I cry again and say to myself.. "Baby, you have to say goodbye, but then it's ok, your friend is your friend no matter where they are.. Kalau kamu sedih, sedih lah.. Tapi ingat, kesedihan itu pun pasti akan berlalu.."

^,^

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